Michelle Heroco Dean

My name reminds me of many different things
to its meaning , to meadows , even mustaches too !
The Meaning , its meaning , like a god .

The smell of my name , let's see
something sweet , something fancy ,
something french and rolly

my personality , maybe bafoon like
but not being extroverted but
still being me
my name has a thousand different meanings

to me my name is doleful at times
reminding me of where the heroin always dies
a tragedy , it might , but still , the name , my name
has happy moments too

Heroco .
My grandmothers name
dead of a disease
only memories remain

i never knew this woman
who she was , or what she looked like
but somehow , we've been coneected
when her name became my middle name

she died october 10, 1980 .
And then i was born , March 5th , 1997 at 10:00 p.m.
she died , i was born , our numbers matching . get it ?

Dean
my last name
a popular one at that too
from sausasge to milk
to peoples first names too

Michelle Heroco Dean
a unique , strange , and witha taste of asperity
yet intriguing to me , myself , well
my name is me , and this is who i am .
And i'm not afraid to be me.